New Toys and Workout

Master came over this morning, with some rope he brought to make a rope flogger. He sat on the side of my bed, while i lay there, tired and slightly hung over from the long night before, out with friends. He whipped the handle together quickly, and cut the ends. While He was making it, i told Him that i love Him, and He said that He loves me as well. HE then turned right around and said "I cant wait to beat you with this." It made me laugh, it was so cute. He looked so excited and happy, and i loved it. He told me to put beads on them later this afternoon, which i have already done. The beads will make it stingy, which i am not all that happy about, but it should help even out the thuddy-ness i experienced with the rope flogger i encountered at the party.

Yesterday, Master had given me a workout schedual, and i did not do my work out for the night due to getting drunk. Therefore, He decided that my punishment would be to not drink for the rest of the week, which really REALLY sucks because its my spring break! He let me have tomorrow for Saint Patricks but i dont even have plans for that and it makes me really upset. I did not do the morning ones today, as my mother called me and told me that one of my friends was in the hospital, and we went to see her. Now, its 5:30, and i have just had some terribly filling and fattening, sweet, rich food, and feel very sick, and really dont want to catch up.

I'm feeling terribly un-slavelike at the moment, as i did yesterday. I'm not sure what i will decide to do. Thats why i've jumped up on my computer, and hopefully i will read something that will re-instil my fevor to serve my Master.