This blog is an account of my journey with BDSM, particularily M/s relationships, and is based through my opinions and experiences. I suggest reading from the back foward, as i refer back to many things.

Any advice here can be fitting to any D/s relationship, just replace Master with any other description you prefer.





Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Better Again

Master and i have sorted our problems, and are on our happy way. Our journey will continue to be difficult. Our love keeps pulling us towards eachother, and we cannot bear to let the other go. I am still worried, however. I am afraid to make some choice that will effect my entire future, and love is a major part of this. I am afraid of being an adult, which i am, and i am tired and afraid of the responsibilities i have and am gaining. Life keeps getting harder. The results are worth it.

My switch side had been bothering me lately. I have had a lot of urges to fight back and dominate. I am becoming a more bratty sub, for sure. And i still haven't been doing my work-outs, although i do want to, my body urges to move, but every free moment i am feeling very lazy, and extremely exhausted. Why did spring break end?

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